Tuesday, June 29, 2010

Wow! It's been a while

I can't believe how long it's been since I've posted!

It's hard keeping up with 3 blogs (this, my research journal one for class, and my book review blog). I am actually spending most of my free time at my book review blog No Rest for the Wicked
There really isn't much going on here to mention, and I haven't had much time to even really ponder very much. I've been getting up super early to go to the gym (I'm down 9.5lbs since June 1) and with school work and stuff that needs to be done around the house, I'm feeling as though I am constantly playing catch up. A few people have mentioned I've been quiet. I guess I don't have all that much to say. It's a bad habit of mine to be so introspective, but sometimes you just can't fight nature.
I've been trying to figure out the best way to approach a delicate situation because I want to get back in touch with someone that I haven't spoken to in a while, but I'm not sure how to go about it since some people may be upset with me for contacting this individual. It's frustrating me, which is leading to inaction. I'm tired of inaction.

Wednesday, June 9, 2010

Confused and a Little Bit Sad Today

I wrote a whole post rambling about my feelings and my confusion, and I'm not sure if I feel comfortable releasing these thoughts on into the blogosphere. I may post it later, and I may not.

The rug was tugged under me a little last night and it's made me feel confused, sad, worried, and a tiny bit betrayed. I have to put on a happy face and be reassuring and patient and supportive, but damn if I don't feel like withdrawing into myself to protect myself and lick my wounds. I'm so frustrated because I don't deserve this - I feel as though I am getting punished because I'm a convenient target.

Friday, June 4, 2010

Are there goblins in my house?

Because stuff keeps disappearing and it is driving me bananas trying to find them.
First, a packet containing some photos from the 1930's and cards sent to my Meme disappeared. Then my down comforter (which I seldom use), and most recently a book.

The book is especially making me crazy because I set it down and the next day it was gone! And I really wanted to read it.